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November 3, 2009

::searching for inner peace::

just now was one of those days you want to just be anywhere alse but here.

Last week was hectic. sometimes i dont know why i bother being busy. most of the time i know the reason, but sometimes. sometimes i just dont want to know.

my car was crying for a wash so i took it for a bath. driving is like being high - u just let urself go and it will automatically find its way. your body is driving, but your head is sumwhere else.

just one of those days you wanted to be alone, with your thoughts.

i sort of wander through a few places here, managed to get a few things done. amazing, since the state of my mind its amazing i can do anything sane. then i just feel like i wanted to talk to someone.

so a friend who was maybe in the same mindset, we each in our own car, took a joyride. i let her lead because in my state i just wanted to go somewhere. we drove and drove. then suddenly she parks her car at the side of the road.

as i stop by her car to enquire her the reason, just in time she pointed the aeroplane that was taking off at the other side of the road. we were at the airport. and the feeling was exhilirating.

so afterwards we talk and talk. then i came back and i talk with another friend.

tapi kepala masih berserabut.

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